6th
Heyaz dear...this is...the 6th post from my side! Hehe...pretty slow... I shan't go into a long recap...that's on my blog. And anything else not covered's already between you and I... Actually still have a bit of damp hair that's just drying out..
Thanks so much for being here for me. The past month has been...hard, to say the least. I can't say we've got through it, I think we've been damaged pretty bad. We may not have made it out alive. But here we are, still standing, still....willing to go on? Ready when you are, babe...
We've still got so much to cover, a lifetime to do it. I'll leave it at this for now, its already 435am.. *yawnz*
Just to let you know, Day One's pretty hectic, the usual many relatives and friends visiting, entertaining both on the gambling and meal tables, brought all the little kids out to watch Flight of the Phoenix, crappy show, sent them home, just got back and showered. I'm so sorry I turned you down earlier today, but it was really a bad day for visiting. Hope you understand yeah?
I'll be in touch, gonna catch a few winks before visiting starts again in the morning...*muackz!*
BIA
Hey dear! haha...was reading your blog...yes so anyway i've been allowed to come BIA? *muackz!* really missed you...
Ah well... Yes! It's 5 am over here when im writing at this. hmm...cos i tried sleeping after we said gd nite... i tossed and turned for about an hour before i realised i can't fall asleep...
So i spent another half an hour waiting to access blogger, which had to be conveniently down when i tried to get in... and here i am now!
its been one long week, right dear? i guess we've gotten through the worst...time for some rebuilding. once again, i'm really sorry for causing all the trouble and heartache that you've gone through... don't say you had a part to play cos this was all really my fault. Thanks for being so understanding. Thanks, like always, for giving us another chance, with the hope that we'll grow even more with each other's love.
i love you k? don't ever doubt that...
hmm i'm having a flash back now... to the time you were over here with me...those were such fun times... the diff food we had all over the place...the gelati... the freezing weather...moving the mattresses around....warcraft and amplitude... and the GOR... i wish we could have that again.... sigh... you're gonna scold me for this...but yeah i really DO regret not giving you more time when you were over here...bad enough i had school, i still gave benny some time on warcraft... don't scold me k dear? pwease? *muackz!*
well i shan't write much more... but i WILL try to write more often yeah? plus i woke up intending to get some work done as well... i'd better get around to that!
cyaz dear! *muackz!*
Solitude
heyz yahui...
sorry i couldn't think of a better title...thought that might be fitting. um... i hope you don't hate me for last night, and by checking this page i hope that you were wanting to hear from me.
firstly, i have to apologise for putting you through this. it's not what you deserve, and i'm really sorry it happened. I also hope that you'll understand why i needed a break, being in this situation wasn't getting us anywhere anyway. it's somehow weird, us being apart and not talking like we used to...i know we used to be like last year...so close even though we were so far apart. I'm not kidding anyone... i thought i was the same but what you said is true...somehow the feeling's gone and i can't continue this relationship with you like we used to.
Uni's starting and its a whole new chapter for you. On my side well, it's still dull and the same as it always was...but somehow this semester im gonna make sure i do well...now that im in the kendo team as well...i gotta make sure i train harder. All this leaves even less space for us, and i foresee lots of quarrels and time management problems on both our ends... im definitely not being noble or anything.. but i that's why i wanted us to break and be apart... i sincerely hope you understand. Not thinking my apologies are for the sake of saying sorry, or me just thinking about myself, or just being a bastard and making u hold on to this relationship.
i don't have much more to say... hopefully this will do us both good. maybe being free will allow us to meet other people - you'll get plenty of that, and maybe just help us think things through a bit better. Oh yeah, i hope you keep this blog though.. its such a good way for us to keep in contact with each other when we don't get to meet online..
xoxo,
huawei
Fulfilling promises....
Yes dear...I promised you i'll blog when i get the chance right? we didn't exactly end on a good note just now, i meant kat's friends came over and they wanted me to set up the ps2 for them to play some fighting game...by the time i got back you were gone....
I'm really sorry k? I'll try not to let something like that happen again.
Well... it's been one week since i left already... i still remember that long hug we had, in front of everyone, before i entered the departure gates. Haha yes...on a good note, it's one week less till the next time i come back, right? hehe...
Hmm as i was saying, today mike, rach and i visited another dojo, where the visiting japanese senseis were holding their seminar ( erm its just normal kendo training, with them teaching). We watched for about 3 hours, then headed home for a rest, dinner was to be with ben, edwin, mike and myself. We then headed back to my place for ps2, and here i am now...
Haha damn stupid....when ben and i were playing, one of my guys missed a shot and i said "dammit even a blind person can't miss!" and ben replied..."well pity your guy ain't blind!"
okay okay...sorry..lame jokes aside...
TWO weeks?!?! Dear... i promised i'll write so i'll write okay...and yes, not just this time, i'll always try to update my side of the blog when i can alright?
<<wo3 still ai4 ni3...*muackz!*
Another semester for me, and yes, your first semester for u... new experiences yeah? make sure you don't forget me yeah? i still remembered u saying i don't love you as much as before... just wanna reassure you that i still do, its just that i don't MISS you as much anymore yeah? like we agreed, we've sorta settled into this sort of routine...me coming and going...spending the little time we have together when im back, and *ahem* maybe occasionally having you over here? hehe that'll be really fun...
Oh you said you were going for your jog..i assume with the same group, and that you met keong? if so, how's the current situation? hopefully it's all in the past now and no hard feelings on any side. keep me posted yeah? I'm hoping we'll get the chance to chat tomorrow night or something yeah? Shall stop here... nightz dear...and sweet dreams! *muackz!*
Hi!
Hello blog!
I was told to update you hehe... hmm what's there to say?
Well i'm back in aussieland now, arrived back into the second week of school, not very a good idea cos everyone's already busy mugging and tutes have started already. Got back into kendo after a month, that wasn't a good idea for both rachel and me, we were both so exhausted after awhile, plus rachel suffered an asthma attack in the middle of it.
Anyhoo... the weather! It's lovely.... maybe 10 degrees in the day, as low as 5 at nite, on top of that, I just walked back from rachel's place this evening and got drenched on the way back. She made laksa for Mike, Juni, and her classmate ronnie. We watched friends for awhile, then I headed back cos I've got a long day ahead tomorrow.
Hmm to my dear dear Yahui...
Thanks for making the effort to keep me blogging... I don't mean to be rude, but I'm really short of time this semester, it's not easy and i'm not very bright either. Dad says if I've got anything like his brains, it'll take a lot of hard work to keep up.
I promise...I'll blog here, or in my own blog whenever i can alright? hehe on your side...maybe you could help me with the template and tagboard a bit, make it a little more homey for visitors? er if we have any....*muackz!*
First Entry
Love, like rain, can nourish from above, drenching couples with a soaking joy.
But sometimes, under the angry heat of life, love dries on the surface, and must nourish from below, tending to its roots, keeping itself alive.
