Solitude

heyz yahui...

sorry i couldn't think of a better title...thought that might be fitting. um... i hope you don't hate me for last night, and by checking this page i hope that you were wanting to hear from me.

firstly, i have to apologise for putting you through this. it's not what you deserve, and i'm really sorry it happened. I also hope that you'll understand why i needed a break, being in this situation wasn't getting us anywhere anyway. it's somehow weird, us being apart and not talking like we used to...i know we used to be like last year...so close even though we were so far apart. I'm not kidding anyone... i thought i was the same but what you said is true...somehow the feeling's gone and i can't continue this relationship with you like we used to.

Uni's starting and its a whole new chapter for you. On my side well, it's still dull and the same as it always was...but somehow this semester im gonna make sure i do well...now that im in the kendo team as well...i gotta make sure i train harder. All this leaves even less space for us, and i foresee lots of quarrels and time management problems on both our ends... im definitely not being noble or anything.. but i that's why i wanted us to break and be apart... i sincerely hope you understand. Not thinking my apologies are for the sake of saying sorry, or me just thinking about myself, or just being a bastard and making u hold on to this relationship.

i don't have much more to say... hopefully this will do us both good. maybe being free will allow us to meet other people - you'll get plenty of that, and maybe just help us think things through a bit better. Oh yeah, i hope you keep this blog though.. its such a good way for us to keep in contact with each other when we don't get to meet online..

xoxo,
huawei

posted by Huawei @ 7:02 AM